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March 26, 2009
..when it's all over..
i barely had 30mins to get dress in order to reach school at a comfortable pace..but i insisted on typing out this post because i'm afraid of forgetting the emotions that are flaring up within me, right this second...the very emotions that i once had so long ago...before i became the person i am...
i forgot what used to be good.. being 22, i forgot about the thrills of riding on public transportations to get to school, because you couldn't wait to see your friends again..even if you had chatted the whole night long. I missed going to the 'heartland malls' to merely window shop with my bestfriend..even if we had round those very same shops from level to level, for an entire year. i missed sharing a Mc Donald's meal with her. I missed hanging out in the library peeping at boys in between worksheets and books. I missed getting picked up through cheesy lines. i missed those jokes we used to make, although now they're really lame (like which idiot came up with the word in the first place?). i missed entering a school's talent time concert..eventhough it turned out we made a total humiliation of ourselves..i missed making mistakes..and people weren't there to judge..i missed gossiping with friends, whom you know will stand by you no matter what.. i missed the back packs, the glasses.. i missed the pebbles we wrote our promises and ambitions on.. i missed continuing each others lyrics as we made our way to the bus-stop.. i missed not having to have use jargons in your writings, not having to read and edit your essays over and over again, not having to allocate the correct punctuations at the right place..i missed not having to be so right all the time..i missed getting yelled at, because my parents want to make sure their child turned out fine..i have never regretted all of those moments..because now..i gotta go.
.gotta be ready for a tutorial where ambiguos contributions would be greatly appreciated..
Labels: for all those times i cannot go back to..i am sorry..